I know you're a threat. I'm not blind. Just being good.
And yeah, I could, but I won't. Why the hell would I do something you'd enjoy? Really, I'd get more pleasure out of you knowing that every time I fuck Anders, I'm fucking Justice.
I'll find the people you love, Tony. The ones that are here. The ones that aren't Anders. I'll cut them down and leave their heads upon your door. That will be your fault.
You don't love him? Yet you sleep with him? How terrible. Even I lie to my sanity and say I love the person I lie with... you could at least try to not be so empty, Tony.
I can't touch you because Anders has made me promise not to hurt you. I suppose if I slaughter all those close to you... you'd be the one who'd go mad and kill me in turn, right? The cycle would break.
I don't tell people things that aren't true. Not when it comes to... all that. I'm not empty. Just realistic.
He decides what you do? That it? Even though you'll never get anything in return from him? Pretty sad. Hate to say, I expect more in my sado-masochists.
Love doesn't happen overnight. Maybe in your world it does, but not in mine.
Anyway, I don't care. It doesn't matter in the first place, whatever he's got you doing. I'm not exactly helpless. Fact is, if you respect Anders so much, whatever sliver of your brain is sane oughta tell you that coming after me is no way to win any favor.
It matters in all world's, Tony. You're worst than I am. At least the people who felt my body thought that I loved only them.
I love Anders, in my own way. That is why you remain safe. You may not be helpless, but you are not as strong as you think. And I have not done all that it is that I can do here.
He knows exactly how I feel. You don't get to decide the depth to it, bucko. Or guilt-trip me over a few words.
And you're not the only one who holds back here, Yaha. I could build a bomb out of the junk in my storage room that'd blow this place to hell and back, you included. You don't love Anders. He doesn't love you. Justice either. Never did, never will.
I don't know. I wonder if it is hard for Anders to accept that you don't love him, but he loves you. I suppose it's easier for you. Because he knows how you feel means that you're blameless, right? Humans are so interesting... you say what your feelings are and ignore whatever implications that means for others. That's why your race is like a parasite upon the world.
Not unless he returns to the Fade, and he might be happier there. It means no one can touch him. Not even me.
Justice is not a thing. He is a spirit, and deserving of respect. The only voices in my head are the constant screaming of my children. My madness ... I can't remember. It may have spilled into their minds. Their precious little minds... for they were so young when they decided to join in a Pact with me. The insanity rushed over them... now they can speak only in screams. There are no other voices but that.
... oh for... sorry I asked. The fact that you've got children in any sense of the word makes me sick.
Listen... don't you think he would've stayed in the Fade-- [whatever that is] -- if that's where he'd be happiest? And, just wondering, where do you get off deciding what a spirit wants? Y'know, since you don't know it from a hole in the ground.
Because neither of you think of him. And I can't think of him in a manner that will make him happy. If he is like Urick, I should set him free before he is ruined.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:07 am (UTC)And yeah, I could, but I won't. Why the hell would I do something you'd enjoy? Really, I'd get more pleasure out of you knowing that every time I fuck Anders, I'm fucking Justice.
You did know that, right? I mean, think about it.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:11 am (UTC)I'm going to think long and hard on how you're going to die.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:21 am (UTC)Face it, man. You can't touch me. Does that drive you crazy... er? Come on. Say it does.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:22 am (UTC)I can't touch you because Anders has made me promise not to hurt you. I suppose if I slaughter all those close to you... you'd be the one who'd go mad and kill me in turn, right? The cycle would break.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:33 am (UTC)He decides what you do? That it? Even though you'll never get anything in return from him? Pretty sad. Hate to say, I expect more in my sado-masochists.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:34 am (UTC)You want to break what Anders promised me in relation to you?
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:43 am (UTC)Anyway, I don't care. It doesn't matter in the first place, whatever he's got you doing. I'm not exactly helpless. Fact is, if you respect Anders so much, whatever sliver of your brain is sane oughta tell you that coming after me is no way to win any favor.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:47 am (UTC)I love Anders, in my own way. That is why you remain safe. You may not be helpless, but you are not as strong as you think. And I have not done all that it is that I can do here.
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Date: 2013-01-11 05:14 am (UTC)And you're not the only one who holds back here, Yaha. I could build a bomb out of the junk in my storage room that'd blow this place to hell and back, you included. You don't love Anders. He doesn't love you. Justice either. Never did, never will.
It's kinda hard to accept, isn't it?
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Date: 2013-01-11 12:46 pm (UTC)I don't know. I wonder if it is hard for Anders to accept that you don't love him, but he loves you. I suppose it's easier for you. Because he knows how you feel means that you're blameless, right? Humans are so interesting... you say what your feelings are and ignore whatever implications that means for others. That's why your race is like a parasite upon the world.
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Date: 2013-01-11 09:47 pm (UTC)Anders doesn't love me, either, Yaha. Not yet. Maybe not ever. You don't jump from casual to love the second you bang one out with someone.
[He can almost agree on the "parasites" thing, having met more than his share.]
Humans have their faults. All races do.
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Date: 2013-01-12 02:23 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2013-01-12 05:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-01-12 05:27 am (UTC)... why're you obsessed with this thing, anyway? Don't you have enough voices in your head? You need that one, too?
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Date: 2013-01-12 05:30 am (UTC)Justice is not a thing. He is a spirit, and deserving of respect. The only voices in my head are the constant screaming of my children. My madness ... I can't remember. It may have spilled into their minds. Their precious little minds... for they were so young when they decided to join in a Pact with me. The insanity rushed over them... now they can speak only in screams. There are no other voices but that.
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Date: 2013-01-12 05:42 am (UTC)Listen... don't you think he would've stayed in the Fade-- [whatever that is] -- if that's where he'd be happiest? And, just wondering, where do you get off deciding what a spirit wants? Y'know, since you don't know it from a hole in the ground.
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Date: 2013-01-12 12:32 pm (UTC)Because neither of you think of him. And I can't think of him in a manner that will make him happy. If he is like Urick, I should set him free before he is ruined.
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Date: 2013-01-13 10:09 am (UTC)You know. Instead of opening up its host like a banana and trying to "free" it.
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Date: 2013-01-13 06:35 pm (UTC)You don't respect Justice.
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Date: 2013-01-14 07:01 am (UTC)I win.
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Date: 2013-01-16 12:04 am (UTC)